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Jul. 27th, 2006 @ 02:53 pm ARGH
Current Mood: worriedfrantic
Current Music: radio
I'm absolutly terrified. On Monday I have my assesment at 3.00 and I've never felt so anxious.
I get the impression they may have told me today so I have the weekend to expect it and 'relax'. I just hope that's the case. At the moment, I'm praying I don't spend the entire weekend FREAKING OUT that I get fired.
It truth I won't be too fussed if I do get fired as it'll give me a chance to look for other jobs and such (fairies and healing can get to you after a while), but as I've had pointed out, if I do get forced to leave straight after 3 assessment months, it won't look good.

ARGH!

I need a holiday. BIG time. I'm extremely tempted to take a week off. Not go anywhere. Just have the time off. If I could book a holiday that would be a MAJOR bonus, but meh. I haven't had a proper holiday in TOO TOO long. 
Let's just say right now I'm absolutly shattered from feeling so worried, and my head's spinning. The only thing that's preventing me from calling off sick now and tomorrow is my conscious. I can't live with MORE worry.

I know I'll feel better after this month has ended, but I still can't handle the tension. I feel like I'm doing everything wrong and it's NOT NICE!!

GADS

anyways, enough of rant.

I'm too tired to continue. Meh
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From:[info]evilbilbo
Date: July 27th, 2006 02:21 pm (UTC)
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"look for other jobs and such (fairies and healing can get to you after a while)"

Am I being increably thick (always a good possibility) or are you having a reality merge?

Try not to panic about it over the weekend as there's nothing you can do which would change what will happen, best luck
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From:[info]fl_grillo
Date: July 27th, 2006 03:10 pm (UTC)
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I work for a publishing company which publishing mind body spirit and self healing titles, many of which are 'heal with faires' etc. I got tons of people on the phone who want to talk about angels and such too

Yeah I know, I'm going to try and relax...just enjoy the two days I have off.
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From:[info]evilbilbo
Date: July 27th, 2006 03:34 pm (UTC)
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Ah, Mind Body and Spirit makes that comment make far more sense $:o)

Must lead to some odd conversations!
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From:[info]dougal1017
Date: July 27th, 2006 02:58 pm (UTC)
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*hugs*

Try you best not to stress it's only going to make things worse, you'll be tired, irritable and more likely to do yourself no favours.

Make Tom run around after you all weekend :D

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From:[info]fl_grillo
Date: July 27th, 2006 03:12 pm (UTC)
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If he knows I'm stressed, he'll look after me...I know he will. He doesn't like having a stressed Frankie on his hands, it's not a pretty sight, that's why I try and avoid it as much as possible.
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From:[info]musoholic
Date: July 27th, 2006 06:00 pm (UTC)
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Aaaaand relax... :D

I know this is probably going to sound patronising and highly obvious, but just try doing a little something relaxing for an hour or so to get your stress levels down. Nice long bath with candles, listen to some relaxing music, try some relaxation exercises.

If you can't have a whole week off, just doing little things like that would mean you might not need one! :)
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From:[info]fl_grillo
Date: July 28th, 2006 11:44 am (UTC)
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Yeah that's why Tom and I are going out this weekend. I need to get out and about and now I've been paid I can afford a cheap pair of sandles to replace the ones I've abused.